Heya fellas......hwz it hangin??.....Me i m jus siting in my appt doig nuthing ...so kindda decided to put my thoughts into wwrods nd write ......i dont even know who reads this shite .....hell i dont even read after i finish .......wht m i saying???
Newho......as u ppl know all of us r now back in at our homes nd surprisingly it didnt turn out tht well .....well atleast not fr me......In delhi i was kindda excited to go home ...u knw being passing d exam n all....but whn i got here it was totally different.......my family behaved as if i had achieved sumthing really great .....but to tell u the truth it wasnt like tht for me ....
I guess the d question tht goes through my mind is exams over now wht???....its been over 2 weeks since i have touched a book ....which kindda sucks still i dont wanna do nething bout it.....i had thought of doing so many things after the exam but none of thm r happening .....i think i even forgot most of them ...........so i m sittin here in my room clueless as to wht to do next.....
I dunno if i said dis b4 but we, especially me ,was not really excited bout clearing this piece of shit exam ......i mean i was happy for a few hrs but rest of the time it was more of a relief......nd then a couple of days later it was the fear of being n intern n taking evry1's crap as we've been told by our dear friend amol....thanks a lot for scaring the shite out of us.......But a few days back i was jus lying on my bed nd thn it suddenly hit me those 6 mnths is probably the last time i was wid my buddies .....nd even though we did not have a lotta fun .....it was cool...nd i wud sure want those days back ....even if it is in delhi....but my escape frm here is immpossible....
Now tht i have a lotta free time on my hand i do a lot of day dreaming.....nd yes most of the time i dream bout russia ...nd how things wud have been if i had done things differently....even 1 thing different wud create a butterfly effect tht wud have changed my life drastically or nt affect it at all .....not tht i wud wanna change nething .....but yes there r certain things i wud have done differently if given a chance.....nt tht i m unhaappy or sumthin ....jus to see hw things turn out....we all have such thoughts ....such moments whn we'd wanna think bout doin certain things differently .......but ibrar always says tht all of us have destined to do sumthings or be somewhere .....i dont get 1 thing if tht is true thn y do u have choices in life .....or if u r destined to do something thn do u really have a choice.......now think bout it fr a sec ....if it makes sense to u .....plz expalin me too....sorry as i said i have a lot of free time on my hand nd this is the kindda things i think bout .......
But seriously i think the student life was much more better thn this .....all u have to worry bout is the stupid exams nd for tht if u had a moblie dictionary thn nuthin to worry bout ....u knew half ur work was done,.....Man we sure r gonna miss our good old days......but now they r gone nd d sooner we realize it the better for us.....or its gonna b one hell of a ride......
OH btw dont stop partying coz of MCI ......u can get a second shot at mci but not at wht u r living now....not tht u ppl r gonna need a 2nd shot at it ...i m pretty much confident about all of u ....atleast most of u ....ok a few of u .....ok tht was jus a confidence booster i dont trust ne 1 of u to pass the first time....hahahahhahaha jus kiddin.....u r all gonna clear........so relax....chill out nd have fun .....but make sure tht u had enuf fun to last u fr a yr atleast ...coz for a yr its a full on struggle ....nd i mean bamboo in ur ass struggle.....after tht u jus get use to it....being screwed by every1 tht is.......:-)
Aite i have to go off to sleep now so party of suckers nd dont forget we r all destined to do grt things .....bye bye
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
DELHI
hey again .....thanks for all ur well wishes .....it was really nice hearing form all of u
Now tht i m done wid wht i wanted to, for now,...its time to get back to amchi mumbai .....i hope MNS ppl dont read this warna main gayab ho jaynuga.......ne hwo.....it was a bloody memorable experience nd i definately dont wanna relive it.........especially the food man thse ppl eat a lot of aloo...nd paneer ....
Its like every delhiite has a cow in their house.....these ppl even put paneer in somasas nd vada pav....(very few places u get vada pav out here)....a few days back we went to this place called khan chacha.......yes ibrar took us there ....it was a nice place but these ppl had tandori aloo ...i mean seriously who puts aloo in tandoori ....in fact the interesting question is how do u put aloo in tandori....??this is a question for u rohaan ....u r probably the only person i know who makes weird stuff....tasty but weird.....
Nd most the delhiits u meet r trying to con u or have already conned u.u jus dont know it yet.....but its good i mean u get to experiece so many new thisgs out here ......Nd yes not all delhi ppl r chor some r infact very helpful ....
We made a friend here who is also a delhite nd is always trying to get us to change our minda bout delhi.....so far her attempts have been only a bit successful..........But at least she managed to change my view bout 1 delhite .....herself......
Although me nd her don't get along ....nd hopefully we never will....but i guess tht's wht makes it interesting.....or not.......she is cool..in her own stupid ,loud way ....which i for one hate it....coz prets,ibrar,amol nver realized tht i was also loud b4 her ........now they do nd they tell me to shut up a lot which i don't .........and i also know tht whn she is reading this she is probably thinkin thts its yuck!!!.....coz trust me i m also feeling the same way.....ut since there is still some humanity left in me nd i m not tht mean i wud like to thank her for tryin so hard to mkae this stay pleasent .......DAMN !!i cant belives i m onna b saying this ....but yes ...amongst a few ppl i will miss her too........
Nd yet again it is time to say goodbye to person i have practiced saying goodbye so many times but evry time its like a part of me dies inside.....so i do wht i do best nd bcome cranky nd find ways to piss her off......but the funny thing is i think she knows tht i do it on purpose.....my lil bagaldumpa......
so asta la vista ppl....nd thanks again for all ur wishes nd hope to see u guys soon....as for us the old book is over nd a new book nd a new chapter in it BEGINS........
Now tht i m done wid wht i wanted to, for now,...its time to get back to amchi mumbai .....i hope MNS ppl dont read this warna main gayab ho jaynuga.......ne hwo.....it was a bloody memorable experience nd i definately dont wanna relive it.........especially the food man thse ppl eat a lot of aloo...nd paneer ....
Its like every delhiite has a cow in their house.....these ppl even put paneer in somasas nd vada pav....(very few places u get vada pav out here)....a few days back we went to this place called khan chacha.......yes ibrar took us there ....it was a nice place but these ppl had tandori aloo ...i mean seriously who puts aloo in tandoori ....in fact the interesting question is how do u put aloo in tandori....??this is a question for u rohaan ....u r probably the only person i know who makes weird stuff....tasty but weird.....
Nd most the delhiits u meet r trying to con u or have already conned u.u jus dont know it yet.....but its good i mean u get to experiece so many new thisgs out here ......Nd yes not all delhi ppl r chor some r infact very helpful ....
We made a friend here who is also a delhite nd is always trying to get us to change our minda bout delhi.....so far her attempts have been only a bit successful..........But at least she managed to change my view bout 1 delhite .....herself......
Although me nd her don't get along ....nd hopefully we never will....but i guess tht's wht makes it interesting.....or not.......she is cool..in her own stupid ,loud way ....which i for one hate it....coz prets,ibrar,amol nver realized tht i was also loud b4 her ........now they do nd they tell me to shut up a lot which i don't .........and i also know tht whn she is reading this she is probably thinkin thts its yuck!!!.....coz trust me i m also feeling the same way.....ut since there is still some humanity left in me nd i m not tht mean i wud like to thank her for tryin so hard to mkae this stay pleasent .......DAMN !!i cant belives i m onna b saying this ....but yes ...amongst a few ppl i will miss her too........
Nd yet again it is time to say goodbye to person i have practiced saying goodbye so many times but evry time its like a part of me dies inside.....so i do wht i do best nd bcome cranky nd find ways to piss her off......but the funny thing is i think she knows tht i do it on purpose.....my lil bagaldumpa......
so asta la vista ppl....nd thanks again for all ur wishes nd hope to see u guys soon....as for us the old book is over nd a new book nd a new chapter in it BEGINS........
WW2
hey fellows........ssup???
first of all lemme tell u wht a relief it is to b writing this widout ne guilt bout not studying or wasting time......coz trust me thts all we've been doin......i mean the studying part not the wasting time part...
BTW this is the first tim i am writing as Dr. Imran nd not jus imran .......which kindda feels good.......nd we finished it nw its ur turn......
I still remember the day we were going for the exam .......the buses outside our classes....students wishing each other luck.....some crying ....some confident .....nd some wid still books in their hands who had'nt given up hope i guess......nd then it was 7 o clock whn my bus left ......
I think u guys probably know i was in a different center this time....it was jus me nd arnab frm our petersburg warriors......nd the remaing were in different centers ......tht kindda sucked at least last time whn all of us were together we cud enjoy our breaks nd not worry bout the scond papaer........
The buses were suppose to leave at 6:45 but hey this is india......aur agar yaha sab kuch time pehone laga toh i mahakal mach jayega .......
So it was 7'o clock nd the buses were about to leave (mine was the 2nd to leave) nd i cud see outside ppl hughing each other nd saying goodbye.....now i have never been to war but the feeling was no different i guess ......i mean we were more relaxed last time even if we were not prepared ....but this time it was completely different ....ther was a stigma attached to it ....wht if we dont clear ?? wht if sumthing goes wrong??? wht if i forget wht i have studied ??? nd many more crazy ass thoughts went through my mind nd i sure every1's too/.......i guess thts y there was a dead silence in my bus.....
I finished both the papers 15 mins b4 the time......in our mock tests i use to finish at least an hour b4 .......it was tht scary.....thn after the paper it was like this hugh thing was liftd of our shoulders nd then began the scary wait the longest 12 hours of our lives AGAIN.......each second was like an age i cant put words to it u jus have to live it .......again there were stupid questions in my mind ....doubts tht cud not be erased even if u wanted to......Nd thn there was a call .....all i cud hear was mudi telling prets to wake ibrar up....nd i vaugely remember yelling at her tht y'd she have to leave her cell on .........but thn she woke up ibrar nd after bout 30 secs ibrar shouts in his sleep,"Hum sab pas ho gaye"....
First thing out of my mouth was "********* mazak mat kar ".....but it was no joke ....it took us a few mins to absorb the reality .......at the end of it there was no happiness ....jus a relief ......we r still not happy .....still jus relieved it's all over ......
We do feel bad bout all our friends who didnt clear ....but the imp thing is no one gives up......this is not the end of our life even for those who have cleared its not the end......
All our coaching professors say tht MCI is jus phase 0 of our trials .....the real challenges r yet to come where we will be tested to our limits until we break .....in our internship ...at the pg exams ...and in our carriers...........nd u know wht i say to tht
BRING IT ON BITCH
first of all lemme tell u wht a relief it is to b writing this widout ne guilt bout not studying or wasting time......coz trust me thts all we've been doin......i mean the studying part not the wasting time part...
BTW this is the first tim i am writing as Dr. Imran nd not jus imran .......which kindda feels good.......nd we finished it nw its ur turn......
I still remember the day we were going for the exam .......the buses outside our classes....students wishing each other luck.....some crying ....some confident .....nd some wid still books in their hands who had'nt given up hope i guess......nd then it was 7 o clock whn my bus left ......
I think u guys probably know i was in a different center this time....it was jus me nd arnab frm our petersburg warriors......nd the remaing were in different centers ......tht kindda sucked at least last time whn all of us were together we cud enjoy our breaks nd not worry bout the scond papaer........
The buses were suppose to leave at 6:45 but hey this is india......aur agar yaha sab kuch time pehone laga toh i mahakal mach jayega .......
So it was 7'o clock nd the buses were about to leave (mine was the 2nd to leave) nd i cud see outside ppl hughing each other nd saying goodbye.....now i have never been to war but the feeling was no different i guess ......i mean we were more relaxed last time even if we were not prepared ....but this time it was completely different ....ther was a stigma attached to it ....wht if we dont clear ?? wht if sumthing goes wrong??? wht if i forget wht i have studied ??? nd many more crazy ass thoughts went through my mind nd i sure every1's too/.......i guess thts y there was a dead silence in my bus.....
I finished both the papers 15 mins b4 the time......in our mock tests i use to finish at least an hour b4 .......it was tht scary.....thn after the paper it was like this hugh thing was liftd of our shoulders nd then began the scary wait the longest 12 hours of our lives AGAIN.......each second was like an age i cant put words to it u jus have to live it .......again there were stupid questions in my mind ....doubts tht cud not be erased even if u wanted to......Nd thn there was a call .....all i cud hear was mudi telling prets to wake ibrar up....nd i vaugely remember yelling at her tht y'd she have to leave her cell on .........but thn she woke up ibrar nd after bout 30 secs ibrar shouts in his sleep,"Hum sab pas ho gaye"....
First thing out of my mouth was "********* mazak mat kar ".....but it was no joke ....it took us a few mins to absorb the reality .......at the end of it there was no happiness ....jus a relief ......we r still not happy .....still jus relieved it's all over ......
We do feel bad bout all our friends who didnt clear ....but the imp thing is no one gives up......this is not the end of our life even for those who have cleared its not the end......
All our coaching professors say tht MCI is jus phase 0 of our trials .....the real challenges r yet to come where we will be tested to our limits until we break .....in our internship ...at the pg exams ...and in our carriers...........nd u know wht i say to tht
BRING IT ON BITCH
Saturday, November 28, 2009
hey long tym no c
Hey buggers....ssup?????
HOpe u guys r all well nd partying hard ....but studying harder hahahahahha.........
yeah yeah ...i know all of us here have become the ppl who only give advice bout studying nd nuthing else.....We r not fun nemore ..........M I right???
I had been thinkin bout writing sumthing for a really long time but never cud know wht to write bout ..........thn i realized the reason i dont have nemore topics to write bout is bcoz i have changed .........we all have........in some manner .....
As most of u guys know i live wid the same ppl i use to back there ....well almost.....still miss 5th yr buggers out here ........but thn its not the same ......
I always use to believe tht under the right circumstances a person can change drastically .....they can show u the best of their qualities or worst.........but here its totally different .......
This the place where reality hit us ....nd it hit us wid all its shite ass might .......some of us were totally shattered by the truth of not clearing the exam ,amol cleared but he really felt bad for us .....I on the other hand became passive agressive ....which i realized later.........
But thn slowly the circumstances became normal whn we joined our classes .....i guess it was becoz there were more ppl like us going through the same thing ....all of us shared common thing nd we might not say it out loud but we a re linked in some way ......
I guess this is the phase of our lives where we become all seriuos nd do wht we r supposed to do nd not wht we want to.......
When you have a lot of FREE time on your hand like us .....i.e whn we r not studyin or taking a break .....we tend to think a lot about our lives which is sumthing new for us if u know wht i mean.........
SOME of us think bout the good times they had back thn in peter.....Or the ppl they left behind nd hope tht they can be wid them together...........TRUST ME I KNOW ........they wud give anything nd i do mean anything jus to be wid them right now.......some of them tok to thier loved ones every day jus to feel better for a few moments untill the bitch reality hits them hard wid her long hammer...........
I on the other hand think bout the one i am gonna leave behind whn all this is over ......it was always my motto never to get too close to sum1 .......but i did ..........nd i dont have ne regrets ...nd i probably never will.....coz a few moments of happiness i worth a lifetime of sadness .........this is how i have changed......But what scares the shite out of me is the dark abyss of the future ....of not knowing wht is going to happen of how i am going
This is the point in our lives where we have to make some real life decisions nd have no regrets later no doubts eitther ....coz if we fail to do this ,thts it we loose ......Nd u know wht the fun part is u may not realize this right now but most of u r gonna be faced wid this same delima .....nd trust me whn the time comes all of us will make the right decisions ....the only point is to make sure tht u dont regret it later or doubt it later............Coz doesnt matter if u pass of fail this stupid exam u will always get a second chance for MCI .....But life only gives u 1 chance .... ...nd u have to act on it..........
The decisions we make afftect so many ppl ...........in so many different ways ....there is always gonna be some1 who will be hurt or sum1 who will be happy ....nd it is not upto us to make every1 happy....we can try, but thts it we can only try.....
AHHH......shayad bahut zyada emotioanl ho gaya ......FUCK IT .... dont care ....coz whn ever we sit together this is all we tok bout ....bout how miserable our lives our ....nd how much it scares us to think bout d future ....nd how much it sadens us to think bout d past.........but guess wht we r living .....nd so r the buggers we left behind .......so i guess in the end all will be good......M I RIGHT?????
HOpe u guys r all well nd partying hard ....but studying harder hahahahahha.........
yeah yeah ...i know all of us here have become the ppl who only give advice bout studying nd nuthing else.....We r not fun nemore ..........M I right???
I had been thinkin bout writing sumthing for a really long time but never cud know wht to write bout ..........thn i realized the reason i dont have nemore topics to write bout is bcoz i have changed .........we all have........in some manner .....
As most of u guys know i live wid the same ppl i use to back there ....well almost.....still miss 5th yr buggers out here ........but thn its not the same ......
I always use to believe tht under the right circumstances a person can change drastically .....they can show u the best of their qualities or worst.........but here its totally different .......
This the place where reality hit us ....nd it hit us wid all its shite ass might .......some of us were totally shattered by the truth of not clearing the exam ,amol cleared but he really felt bad for us .....I on the other hand became passive agressive ....which i realized later.........
But thn slowly the circumstances became normal whn we joined our classes .....i guess it was becoz there were more ppl like us going through the same thing ....all of us shared common thing nd we might not say it out loud but we a re linked in some way ......
I guess this is the phase of our lives where we become all seriuos nd do wht we r supposed to do nd not wht we want to.......
When you have a lot of FREE time on your hand like us .....i.e whn we r not studyin or taking a break .....we tend to think a lot about our lives which is sumthing new for us if u know wht i mean.........
SOME of us think bout the good times they had back thn in peter.....Or the ppl they left behind nd hope tht they can be wid them together...........TRUST ME I KNOW ........they wud give anything nd i do mean anything jus to be wid them right now.......some of them tok to thier loved ones every day jus to feel better for a few moments untill the bitch reality hits them hard wid her long hammer...........
I on the other hand think bout the one i am gonna leave behind whn all this is over ......it was always my motto never to get too close to sum1 .......but i did ..........nd i dont have ne regrets ...nd i probably never will.....coz a few moments of happiness i worth a lifetime of sadness .........this is how i have changed......But what scares the shite out of me is the dark abyss of the future ....of not knowing wht is going to happen of how i am going
This is the point in our lives where we have to make some real life decisions nd have no regrets later no doubts eitther ....coz if we fail to do this ,thts it we loose ......Nd u know wht the fun part is u may not realize this right now but most of u r gonna be faced wid this same delima .....nd trust me whn the time comes all of us will make the right decisions ....the only point is to make sure tht u dont regret it later or doubt it later............Coz doesnt matter if u pass of fail this stupid exam u will always get a second chance for MCI .....But life only gives u 1 chance .... ...nd u have to act on it..........
The decisions we make afftect so many ppl ...........in so many different ways ....there is always gonna be some1 who will be hurt or sum1 who will be happy ....nd it is not upto us to make every1 happy....we can try, but thts it we can only try.....
AHHH......shayad bahut zyada emotioanl ho gaya ......FUCK IT .... dont care ....coz whn ever we sit together this is all we tok bout ....bout how miserable our lives our ....nd how much it scares us to think bout d future ....nd how much it sadens us to think bout d past.........but guess wht we r living .....nd so r the buggers we left behind .......so i guess in the end all will be good......M I RIGHT?????
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
help!!!!!!
Get me the fuck outta this nightmare ..........
Hey ppl ...ssup??
sorry i was off the hook for a while....but i did need a break frm everything......turns out there is no break in life ....the horrors of ur past keep following you.......nd all you can do is fight on forward..........
Sorry for not being my usual jolly self nd strting wid my very fav. line tht u guys shud have fun.....nd party hard.......
Lemme tell u ppl ......party as hard as u want nd have as much fun as u can .....but plz plz don't forget y u r there ....y u were sent there nd by whom ......
As u all know by now tht all of us flunked the exam except amol.....nd lemme tell u tht it was because of our arrogance nd laid back attitude.....which most of u guys have it too.....most of us didnt have tht competetitive spirit .....tht spark to ignite the fire .......amol had it ....the guy actually worked hard ....he slept only 5 hrs a day for 3 mnths ....nd he nd his room mate use to skip lunch coz it wud make them feel sleepy....he stayed in a place where most of us wudnt take a dump coz our shite wud get dirty,.......
But still whn I heard tht some ppl in our hostel ,our friends were toking tht he did some setting tht was very upsetting .............if u guys think tht like amol we can also study hard in 2mnths nd clear the exam thn u r welcome to try but i think because he did it doesnt mean u can too ......so plz strt studying now
This is especially for some ppl who i know nd lived wid.....mudi,dhiren,nemade ......these ppl will understand nd learn from us........but this is especially for sahil,anup...i have lived wid u guys i know u ppl r like me very laid back ...but lemme tell u ....last USMLE tries it didnt hit me tht much coz i knew i didnt study hard enough ....this also i got wht i deserved but i still wish i would have worked harder......
But whts gone is gone we r gonna try in march again ...but u guys still have a chance to begin fresh nd strt now.....
I am gonna end this now nd sorry this was not funny ,but here is my advice no actually it's jus a thought ....party hard coz these days r not gonna come back but study harder coz these days r not gonna come back ...........
Hey ppl ...ssup??
sorry i was off the hook for a while....but i did need a break frm everything......turns out there is no break in life ....the horrors of ur past keep following you.......nd all you can do is fight on forward..........
Sorry for not being my usual jolly self nd strting wid my very fav. line tht u guys shud have fun.....nd party hard.......
Lemme tell u ppl ......party as hard as u want nd have as much fun as u can .....but plz plz don't forget y u r there ....y u were sent there nd by whom ......
As u all know by now tht all of us flunked the exam except amol.....nd lemme tell u tht it was because of our arrogance nd laid back attitude.....which most of u guys have it too.....most of us didnt have tht competetitive spirit .....tht spark to ignite the fire .......amol had it ....the guy actually worked hard ....he slept only 5 hrs a day for 3 mnths ....nd he nd his room mate use to skip lunch coz it wud make them feel sleepy....he stayed in a place where most of us wudnt take a dump coz our shite wud get dirty,.......
But still whn I heard tht some ppl in our hostel ,our friends were toking tht he did some setting tht was very upsetting .............if u guys think tht like amol we can also study hard in 2mnths nd clear the exam thn u r welcome to try but i think because he did it doesnt mean u can too ......so plz strt studying now
This is especially for some ppl who i know nd lived wid.....mudi,dhiren,nemade ......these ppl will understand nd learn from us........but this is especially for sahil,anup...i have lived wid u guys i know u ppl r like me very laid back ...but lemme tell u ....last USMLE tries it didnt hit me tht much coz i knew i didnt study hard enough ....this also i got wht i deserved but i still wish i would have worked harder......
But whts gone is gone we r gonna try in march again ...but u guys still have a chance to begin fresh nd strt now.....
I am gonna end this now nd sorry this was not funny ,but here is my advice no actually it's jus a thought ....party hard coz these days r not gonna come back but study harder coz these days r not gonna come back ...........
Monday, September 14, 2009
LOVE!!!!
hey ppl........ssup????
Hope u guys r all good n enjoying life........if u r not thn plz do ....this r a few wonder yrs left for all of u .............dont make me come there nd personally kick the shite out of u guys..........
Now I know wht most of u r thinking "LOVE" thts jus lame even for me ..........nd u r probably right........u wudn't wanna b where i am right now...........now i dunno if u ppl know this but i kindda have a special relationship wid the airport......yeah all the airports in the world........now if i tell u this it'll be like taking it up from a movie or sumthing.............
First time i saw her was NOT at the airport but thts the only thing tht didnt happen there.....rest all of our major life changing events happend at airports all over the world.............
I still remeber whn i saw her at mumabi international she was standing wid her friends chatting whn i got out of my car wid my munna bhai walk nd my cool dude tok (STOP LAUGHING BAWA ....u too DEBO)........went over nd said ,"chalen, late ho raha hai".......
little did i know tht my last parting words wud be the same at an airport almost 6 yrs later........
She has been more thn a friend ....she's been a complete family package.....we've fought ....we've loved....nd we've lived......i dont think ne1 can replace her.....they can try but its gonna b very difficult...........
On sep 11 ..... i was there standing outside the gate where i told her the exact same words whn i was holding her troly, "chalen late ho raha hai "..........except i didnt have my munna bhai wok or my cool dude tok .....the bags felt as if they were a ton each ....nd was dragging my feet towards the gate.........i wasn't gonna cry or atleast thts wht i trying .........thn i kissed her goodbye nd never looked back..........i know i m gonna see her agian ,not like we live on different planets or sumtthin but its not gonna b the same.......
i know i am gonna b toking to her almost every day but its still not gonna b the same...............
B4 whn my classes were going on it was like she was jus a phone call away but now its not tht.........
It kills me jus to think tht probably delhi is gonna b the last time tht i get to see her.................after tht who knows where i'll b or where she'll be........but i think its for our own good......
i dunno why but i did this ....i always thought i was the sanest person on this planet not to get involved in any affairs or some bull like tht ...(after a minor incident in my 2nd yr..)i had decided not to fall for ne1..........but i did
Nd if given another chance i dont think i would do nething differently.......i wud make this same mistake a 100 time over nd a 100 times again ....even if it ment feeling shitty for a really long time....................
DO me a favour u guys .....jus sit down alone wheneva u get time for 15-20 mins jus sit by ur self nd think bout the ppl who u've meet in the last years .....think bout the impact they've had on ur zindagis .....good bad....dont matter.....now think wht wud have happend if tht particular person or ppl wudnt have come to russia .........
Would ur lives have been better or not so much ..........
If ur answer is really better which i dont think it will be thn i think u know wht u gotta do .....straighten out ur priorities
But if u think tht ...tht person made ur life better by comming over there nd being wid u ....thn go to them right now......thank them nd tell them tht u love them .............
I know its lame nd all tht but trust me i dont want u ppl to regret not saying it later.........
Coz once u ppl r outta there its jus gonna b u nd a big ass world tht'll eat u up if u dont play ur cards right .....thn u'll remember the ppl u left behind ....thn u'll feel like saying thm tht u missed thm ....but guess wht they r all gonna b gone........I hope tht never happens but if it does i dont want ne1 to have ne regrets.............
U'll tk care now.....see u guys soon ....love u'll nd miss u'll
Hope u guys r all good n enjoying life........if u r not thn plz do ....this r a few wonder yrs left for all of u .............dont make me come there nd personally kick the shite out of u guys..........
Now I know wht most of u r thinking "LOVE" thts jus lame even for me ..........nd u r probably right........u wudn't wanna b where i am right now...........now i dunno if u ppl know this but i kindda have a special relationship wid the airport......yeah all the airports in the world........now if i tell u this it'll be like taking it up from a movie or sumthing.............
First time i saw her was NOT at the airport but thts the only thing tht didnt happen there.....rest all of our major life changing events happend at airports all over the world.............
I still remeber whn i saw her at mumabi international she was standing wid her friends chatting whn i got out of my car wid my munna bhai walk nd my cool dude tok (STOP LAUGHING BAWA ....u too DEBO)........went over nd said ,"chalen, late ho raha hai".......
little did i know tht my last parting words wud be the same at an airport almost 6 yrs later........
She has been more thn a friend ....she's been a complete family package.....we've fought ....we've loved....nd we've lived......i dont think ne1 can replace her.....they can try but its gonna b very difficult...........
On sep 11 ..... i was there standing outside the gate where i told her the exact same words whn i was holding her troly, "chalen late ho raha hai "..........except i didnt have my munna bhai wok or my cool dude tok .....the bags felt as if they were a ton each ....nd was dragging my feet towards the gate.........i wasn't gonna cry or atleast thts wht i trying .........thn i kissed her goodbye nd never looked back..........i know i m gonna see her agian ,not like we live on different planets or sumtthin but its not gonna b the same.......
i know i am gonna b toking to her almost every day but its still not gonna b the same...............
B4 whn my classes were going on it was like she was jus a phone call away but now its not tht.........
It kills me jus to think tht probably delhi is gonna b the last time tht i get to see her.................after tht who knows where i'll b or where she'll be........but i think its for our own good......
i dunno why but i did this ....i always thought i was the sanest person on this planet not to get involved in any affairs or some bull like tht ...(after a minor incident in my 2nd yr..)i had decided not to fall for ne1..........but i did
Nd if given another chance i dont think i would do nething differently.......i wud make this same mistake a 100 time over nd a 100 times again ....even if it ment feeling shitty for a really long time....................
DO me a favour u guys .....jus sit down alone wheneva u get time for 15-20 mins jus sit by ur self nd think bout the ppl who u've meet in the last years .....think bout the impact they've had on ur zindagis .....good bad....dont matter.....now think wht wud have happend if tht particular person or ppl wudnt have come to russia .........
Would ur lives have been better or not so much ..........
If ur answer is really better which i dont think it will be thn i think u know wht u gotta do .....straighten out ur priorities
But if u think tht ...tht person made ur life better by comming over there nd being wid u ....thn go to them right now......thank them nd tell them tht u love them .............
I know its lame nd all tht but trust me i dont want u ppl to regret not saying it later.........
Coz once u ppl r outta there its jus gonna b u nd a big ass world tht'll eat u up if u dont play ur cards right .....thn u'll remember the ppl u left behind ....thn u'll feel like saying thm tht u missed thm ....but guess wht they r all gonna b gone........I hope tht never happens but if it does i dont want ne1 to have ne regrets.............
U'll tk care now.....see u guys soon ....love u'll nd miss u'll
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
transition period!!!!!!
Hello me ol' mates.....hwz u'll doin????
ok i tried but i still cant pull of the pirate accent......ne who how u guys been ???ur classes must have started already ......aahhhh bachoo hum bhi kabhi wahi par padha karte thay.......
So u buggers r enjoying or not???? abe saloo orkut pe ek msg karne ko kya hota hai????
Newho ....like in my other blogs where i try to give u all some gyan bout some of the things happening here in my this blog i am gonna do the same
Now its been almost 2 mnths since i left the heaven of my dreams (which i am trying desperately to get back to) nd came to this place MUMBAI
The city tht never sleeps!!!......the city of dreams!!!!a multicultural city......nd many more .....these r some of the phrases us mumbaikars like to use while giving our adresses to non mumbaikars....
(No offence to all the puneites ....ur city is also nice!!! :-) )
Now i dunno if the above statements are true but i can tell u they are not exaggerated....this indeed is an amazing city .........
when i first came here after getting my diplom it took me about 2 weeks to adjust to the idea tht i m nt going back ......i think thts the time whn i really started seeing the true colors of this city nd its ppl.......
My GOD this place has changed......Now i have never stayed back for a single vacation ....nd i have been here every single yr for 2 mnths but now it's like i was blind all those yrs tht i could not see wht this city has become.........
They have everything here nd everythings new ....but still there is one rule tht hasn't changed THE GOLDEN RULE,"paisa phek tamasha dekh",
the other day me nd a buddy of mine went out to get some juice on his bike.... no papers , no liscense ,no halmet.......as usual kismat gandu they toh pandu ne roka......in 50 buck he left us.....my buddy who came from US tht very day changed his facebook tagline to "cop bribed with 1USD"........tht was funny ....but if u really look at it he stopped us for our own good ....if we wud have had an accident him stopping us wud have saved our lives but we paid him to get ourselves in danger.....THT's freakin IRONIC..........isn't it??
WE have our classes in bahvan's college which in our time of 12th was not such a happening place ....now u gotta see it to believe it .......WE ,especially me, r like freakin uncles to them ....there was this kid who actually came up to me nd asked "uncle BHAVANS college yehi hai kya??" wid an attitude i might add ........i was like son of a bitch .....first of all i am not your uncle....nd second if u think i am ur uncle show me some respect kid........
Mumbai ki item ka toh kya bolu......its like girlz who were thirteen 6 yr ago nd who were kids playing in ur building garden .....r now suddenly 19 wering tight jeans ... tight top ....looking HOT!!!.......i mean where was their transition period or i use to roam around widout my specs in my past vacations :-( .........But 1 things not changed they still hang out in the gardens wid phones on their ears.....toking to their so called "friends" .....gimme a break .......me nd ibrar have been friends for 6 yrs nd roomamtes...par main phir bhi kabhi usse aise baat nahi karu.........
aur yeh ladkyaan tabhi 19 ki kyoon nahi thi jab hum 19 ke the......humare saath wale ladkiyoon ke bachhe hai yah honewale hai ....few of them roam aorund in the colony with TEMKAS.....
aur aisa bhi nahi hai ke we are 19 now...i mean i am half bald ....try to make ppl believe tht i am 19 wid this bald head man its difficult...........
2 thing more unpredictable thn mumbai ki item is mumbai ki train nd mumbai kay rain.....
i hate both of it mumbai train nd mumbai rain ......i hate the trains even more when it rains... rains trains ....trains rains ...agge ki poem tum likhoon......
since i came here i have been in the trains only once nd i guess thts enough.....wapas train nahi lunga....KUCH BHI HO JAYE.....
i was travelling to navi mumbai ...nd for those of u who dont know thts a long ass journey ........luckily i found a seat ...a window seat....us din toh agar casino jata toh jackpot kama ke ata....
nd thn there was a family of 15 gujus who came nd sat in the place of 12.....now there is sumthin u shud know bout us gujjus we like to shout.....ppl think we r very quite ppl...NO we love to herd nd in a place like mumbai the only way to herd is to SHOUT........now all of them were going to their cousins place coz his son fell from a 9 storey building nd died nd they were arguing how he fell .....thn the man next to me got a phone call nd he started explaining to the guy on the phone bout the mishap tht had happened ...now after a really long talk the man next to me says 9 storey ....meaning the guy on the other end asked him which storey did he fell frm ...like thts very important.....as i told u it was a long ass journey nd our destinations were the same so i had to participate in their grief (thts a nice thing bout us gujjus... nobody grieves alone,,,even in our grief we have competition... who can cry louder or shout louder ....we are different breed i tell u)
Ne who after a few stops whn every body went quite i thought there was nothing to tok bout WHewww........tht was a relief....thn suddenly one aunty starts discussing how he must have fell tht he must have fell on his back ,,,the ohter one says on the face because it took 1 hr to identify him .....like thts very relevent .....BUT THN n hr later my journey was over .....
MAN i tell u this city is amazin we have everything here .......beggers n billionaires .....mazdoors n movie stars ......bhais n MAPO,............chatoors nd chutiyas......WHT I DON'T HAVE IS a few more friends like you .....yaha hai friends par kya kare yeh dil maange more
OK bahut filmi ho gaya
FRM AMCHI MUMBAI
this is IMRAN MAKNOJIA
SIGNING OUT
PS:- if somebody got bored in between thn sorry i am not a professional writer so go F*** urself nd thn buy a novel hahahahahahahaha.......................
ok i tried but i still cant pull of the pirate accent......ne who how u guys been ???ur classes must have started already ......aahhhh bachoo hum bhi kabhi wahi par padha karte thay.......
So u buggers r enjoying or not???? abe saloo orkut pe ek msg karne ko kya hota hai????
Newho ....like in my other blogs where i try to give u all some gyan bout some of the things happening here in my this blog i am gonna do the same
Now its been almost 2 mnths since i left the heaven of my dreams (which i am trying desperately to get back to) nd came to this place MUMBAI
The city tht never sleeps!!!......the city of dreams!!!!a multicultural city......nd many more .....these r some of the phrases us mumbaikars like to use while giving our adresses to non mumbaikars....
(No offence to all the puneites ....ur city is also nice!!! :-) )
Now i dunno if the above statements are true but i can tell u they are not exaggerated....this indeed is an amazing city .........
when i first came here after getting my diplom it took me about 2 weeks to adjust to the idea tht i m nt going back ......i think thts the time whn i really started seeing the true colors of this city nd its ppl.......
My GOD this place has changed......Now i have never stayed back for a single vacation ....nd i have been here every single yr for 2 mnths but now it's like i was blind all those yrs tht i could not see wht this city has become.........
They have everything here nd everythings new ....but still there is one rule tht hasn't changed THE GOLDEN RULE,"paisa phek tamasha dekh",
the other day me nd a buddy of mine went out to get some juice on his bike.... no papers , no liscense ,no halmet.......as usual kismat gandu they toh pandu ne roka......in 50 buck he left us.....my buddy who came from US tht very day changed his facebook tagline to "cop bribed with 1USD"........tht was funny ....but if u really look at it he stopped us for our own good ....if we wud have had an accident him stopping us wud have saved our lives but we paid him to get ourselves in danger.....THT's freakin IRONIC..........isn't it??
WE have our classes in bahvan's college which in our time of 12th was not such a happening place ....now u gotta see it to believe it .......WE ,especially me, r like freakin uncles to them ....there was this kid who actually came up to me nd asked "uncle BHAVANS college yehi hai kya??" wid an attitude i might add ........i was like son of a bitch .....first of all i am not your uncle....nd second if u think i am ur uncle show me some respect kid........
Mumbai ki item ka toh kya bolu......its like girlz who were thirteen 6 yr ago nd who were kids playing in ur building garden .....r now suddenly 19 wering tight jeans ... tight top ....looking HOT!!!.......i mean where was their transition period or i use to roam around widout my specs in my past vacations :-( .........But 1 things not changed they still hang out in the gardens wid phones on their ears.....toking to their so called "friends" .....gimme a break .......me nd ibrar have been friends for 6 yrs nd roomamtes...par main phir bhi kabhi usse aise baat nahi karu.........
aur yeh ladkyaan tabhi 19 ki kyoon nahi thi jab hum 19 ke the......humare saath wale ladkiyoon ke bachhe hai yah honewale hai ....few of them roam aorund in the colony with TEMKAS.....
aur aisa bhi nahi hai ke we are 19 now...i mean i am half bald ....try to make ppl believe tht i am 19 wid this bald head man its difficult...........
2 thing more unpredictable thn mumbai ki item is mumbai ki train nd mumbai kay rain.....
i hate both of it mumbai train nd mumbai rain ......i hate the trains even more when it rains... rains trains ....trains rains ...agge ki poem tum likhoon......
since i came here i have been in the trains only once nd i guess thts enough.....wapas train nahi lunga....KUCH BHI HO JAYE.....
i was travelling to navi mumbai ...nd for those of u who dont know thts a long ass journey ........luckily i found a seat ...a window seat....us din toh agar casino jata toh jackpot kama ke ata....
nd thn there was a family of 15 gujus who came nd sat in the place of 12.....now there is sumthin u shud know bout us gujjus we like to shout.....ppl think we r very quite ppl...NO we love to herd nd in a place like mumbai the only way to herd is to SHOUT........now all of them were going to their cousins place coz his son fell from a 9 storey building nd died nd they were arguing how he fell .....thn the man next to me got a phone call nd he started explaining to the guy on the phone bout the mishap tht had happened ...now after a really long talk the man next to me says 9 storey ....meaning the guy on the other end asked him which storey did he fell frm ...like thts very important.....as i told u it was a long ass journey nd our destinations were the same so i had to participate in their grief (thts a nice thing bout us gujjus... nobody grieves alone,,,even in our grief we have competition... who can cry louder or shout louder ....we are different breed i tell u)
Ne who after a few stops whn every body went quite i thought there was nothing to tok bout WHewww........tht was a relief....thn suddenly one aunty starts discussing how he must have fell tht he must have fell on his back ,,,the ohter one says on the face because it took 1 hr to identify him .....like thts very relevent .....BUT THN n hr later my journey was over .....
MAN i tell u this city is amazin we have everything here .......beggers n billionaires .....mazdoors n movie stars ......bhais n MAPO,............chatoors nd chutiyas......WHT I DON'T HAVE IS a few more friends like you .....yaha hai friends par kya kare yeh dil maange more
OK bahut filmi ho gaya
FRM AMCHI MUMBAI
this is IMRAN MAKNOJIA
SIGNING OUT
PS:- if somebody got bored in between thn sorry i am not a professional writer so go F*** urself nd thn buy a novel hahahahahahahaha.......................
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