now wht????

Heya fellas......hwz it hangin??.....Me i m jus siting in my appt doig nuthing ...so kindda decided to put my thoughts into wwrods nd write ......i dont even know who reads this shite .....hell i dont even read after i finish .......wht m i saying???

Newho......as u ppl know all of us r now back in at our homes nd surprisingly it didnt turn out tht well .....well atleast not fr me......In delhi i was kindda excited to go home ...u knw being passing d exam n all....but whn i got here it was totally different.......my family behaved as if i had achieved sumthing really great .....but to tell u the truth it wasnt like tht for me ....

I guess the d question tht goes through my mind is exams over now wht???....its been over 2 weeks since i have touched a book ....which kindda sucks still i dont wanna do nething bout it.....i had thought of doing so many things after the exam but none of thm r happening .....i think i even forgot most of them ...........so i m sittin here in my room clueless as to wht to do next.....

I dunno if i said dis b4 but we, especially me ,was not really excited bout clearing this piece of shit exam ......i mean i was happy for a few hrs but rest of the time it was more of a relief......nd then a couple of days later it was the fear of being n intern n taking evry1's crap as we've been told by our dear friend amol....thanks a lot for scaring the shite out of us.......But a few days back i was jus lying on my bed nd thn it suddenly hit me those 6 mnths is probably the last time i was wid my buddies .....nd even though we did not have a lotta fun .....it was cool...nd i wud sure want those days back ....even if it is in delhi....but my escape frm here is immpossible....

Now tht i have a lotta free time on my hand i do a lot of day dreaming.....nd yes most of the time i dream bout russia ...nd how things wud have been if i had done things differently....even 1 thing different wud create a butterfly effect tht wud have changed my life drastically or nt affect it at all .....not tht i wud wanna change nething .....but yes there r certain things i wud have done differently if given a chance.....nt tht i m unhaappy or sumthin ....jus to see hw things turn out....we all have such thoughts ....such moments whn we'd wanna think bout doin certain things differently .......but ibrar always says tht all of us have destined to do sumthings or be somewhere .....i dont get 1 thing if tht is true thn y do u have choices in life .....or if u r destined to do something thn do u really have a choice.......now think bout it fr a sec ....if it makes sense to u .....plz expalin me too....sorry as i said i have a lot of free time on my hand nd this is the kindda things i think bout .......

But seriously i think the student life was much more better thn this .....all u have to worry bout is the stupid exams nd for tht if u had a moblie dictionary thn nuthin to worry bout ....u knew half ur work was done,.....Man we sure r gonna miss our good old days......but now they r gone nd d sooner we realize it the better for us.....or its gonna b one hell of a ride......

OH btw dont stop partying coz of MCI ......u can get a second shot at mci but not at wht u r living now....not tht u ppl r gonna need a 2nd shot at it ...i m pretty much confident about all of u ....atleast most of u ....ok a few of u .....ok tht was jus a confidence booster i dont trust ne 1 of u to pass the first time....hahahahhahaha jus kiddin.....u r all gonna clear........so relax....chill out nd have fun .....but make sure tht u had enuf fun to last u fr a yr atleast ...coz for a yr its a full on struggle ....nd i mean bamboo in ur ass struggle.....after tht u jus get use to it....being screwed by every1 tht is.......:-)

Aite i have to go off to sleep now so party of suckers nd dont forget we r all destined to do grt things .....bye bye