now wht????

Heya fellas......hwz it hangin??.....Me i m jus siting in my appt doig nuthing ...so kindda decided to put my thoughts into wwrods nd write ......i dont even know who reads this shite .....hell i dont even read after i finish .......wht m i saying???

Newho......as u ppl know all of us r now back in at our homes nd surprisingly it didnt turn out tht well .....well atleast not fr me......In delhi i was kindda excited to go home ...u knw being passing d exam n all....but whn i got here it was totally different.......my family behaved as if i had achieved sumthing really great .....but to tell u the truth it wasnt like tht for me ....

I guess the d question tht goes through my mind is exams over now wht???....its been over 2 weeks since i have touched a book ....which kindda sucks still i dont wanna do nething bout it.....i had thought of doing so many things after the exam but none of thm r happening .....i think i even forgot most of them ...........so i m sittin here in my room clueless as to wht to do next.....

I dunno if i said dis b4 but we, especially me ,was not really excited bout clearing this piece of shit exam ......i mean i was happy for a few hrs but rest of the time it was more of a relief......nd then a couple of days later it was the fear of being n intern n taking evry1's crap as we've been told by our dear friend amol....thanks a lot for scaring the shite out of us.......But a few days back i was jus lying on my bed nd thn it suddenly hit me those 6 mnths is probably the last time i was wid my buddies .....nd even though we did not have a lotta fun .....it was cool...nd i wud sure want those days back ....even if it is in delhi....but my escape frm here is immpossible....

Now tht i have a lotta free time on my hand i do a lot of day dreaming.....nd yes most of the time i dream bout russia ...nd how things wud have been if i had done things differently....even 1 thing different wud create a butterfly effect tht wud have changed my life drastically or nt affect it at all .....not tht i wud wanna change nething .....but yes there r certain things i wud have done differently if given a chance.....nt tht i m unhaappy or sumthin ....jus to see hw things turn out....we all have such thoughts ....such moments whn we'd wanna think bout doin certain things differently .......but ibrar always says tht all of us have destined to do sumthings or be somewhere .....i dont get 1 thing if tht is true thn y do u have choices in life .....or if u r destined to do something thn do u really have a choice.......now think bout it fr a sec ....if it makes sense to u .....plz expalin me too....sorry as i said i have a lot of free time on my hand nd this is the kindda things i think bout .......

But seriously i think the student life was much more better thn this .....all u have to worry bout is the stupid exams nd for tht if u had a moblie dictionary thn nuthin to worry bout ....u knew half ur work was done,.....Man we sure r gonna miss our good old days......but now they r gone nd d sooner we realize it the better for us.....or its gonna b one hell of a ride......

OH btw dont stop partying coz of MCI ......u can get a second shot at mci but not at wht u r living now....not tht u ppl r gonna need a 2nd shot at it ...i m pretty much confident about all of u ....atleast most of u ....ok a few of u .....ok tht was jus a confidence booster i dont trust ne 1 of u to pass the first time....hahahahhahaha jus kiddin.....u r all gonna clear........so relax....chill out nd have fun .....but make sure tht u had enuf fun to last u fr a yr atleast ...coz for a yr its a full on struggle ....nd i mean bamboo in ur ass struggle.....after tht u jus get use to it....being screwed by every1 tht is.......:-)

Aite i have to go off to sleep now so party of suckers nd dont forget we r all destined to do grt things .....bye bye

DELHI

hey again .....thanks for all ur well wishes .....it was really nice hearing form all of u

Now tht i m done wid wht i wanted to, for now,...its time to get back to amchi mumbai .....i hope MNS ppl dont read this warna main gayab ho jaynuga.......ne hwo.....it was a bloody memorable experience nd i definately dont wanna relive it.........especially the food man thse ppl eat a lot of aloo...nd paneer ....

Its like every delhiite has a cow in their house.....these ppl even put paneer in somasas nd vada pav....(very few places u get vada pav out here)....a few days back we went to this place called khan chacha.......yes ibrar took us there ....it was a nice place but these ppl had tandori aloo ...i mean seriously who puts aloo in tandoori ....in fact the interesting question is how do u put aloo in tandori....??this is a question for u rohaan ....u r probably the only person i know who makes weird stuff....tasty but weird.....

Nd most the delhiits u meet r trying to con u or have already conned u.u jus dont know it yet.....but its good i mean u get to experiece so many new thisgs out here ......Nd yes not all delhi ppl r chor some r infact very helpful ....

We made a friend here who is also a delhite nd is always trying to get us to change our minda bout delhi.....so far her attempts have been only a bit successful..........But at least she managed to change my view bout 1 delhite .....herself......
Although me nd her don't get along ....nd hopefully we never will....but i guess tht's wht makes it interesting.....or not.......she is cool..in her own stupid ,loud way ....which i for one hate it....coz prets,ibrar,amol nver realized tht i was also loud b4 her ........now they do nd they tell me to shut up a lot which i don't .........and i also know tht whn she is reading this she is probably thinkin thts its yuck!!!.....coz trust me i m also feeling the same way.....ut since there is still some humanity left in me nd i m not tht mean i wud like to thank her for tryin so hard to mkae this stay pleasent .......DAMN !!i cant belives i m onna b saying this ....but yes ...amongst a few ppl i will miss her too........

Nd yet again it is time to say goodbye to person i have practiced saying goodbye so many times but evry time its like a part of me dies inside.....so i do wht i do best nd bcome cranky nd find ways to piss her off......but the funny thing is i think she knows tht i do it on purpose.....my lil bagaldumpa......

so asta la vista ppl....nd thanks again for all ur wishes nd hope to see u guys soon....as for us the old book is over nd a new book nd a new chapter in it BEGINS........

WW2

hey fellows........ssup???
first of all lemme tell u wht a relief it is to b writing this widout ne guilt bout not studying or wasting time......coz trust me thts all we've been doin......i mean the studying part not the wasting time part...

BTW this is the first tim i am writing as Dr. Imran nd not jus imran .......which kindda feels good.......nd we finished it nw its ur turn......

I still remember the day we were going for the exam .......the buses outside our classes....students wishing each other luck.....some crying ....some confident .....nd some wid still books in their hands who had'nt given up hope i guess......nd then it was 7 o clock whn my bus left ......

I think u guys probably know i was in a different center this time....it was jus me nd arnab frm our petersburg warriors......nd the remaing were in different centers ......tht kindda sucked at least last time whn all of us were together we cud enjoy our breaks nd not worry bout the scond papaer........

The buses were suppose to leave at 6:45 but hey this is india......aur agar yaha sab kuch time pehone laga toh i mahakal mach jayega .......

So it was 7'o clock nd the buses were about to leave (mine was the 2nd to leave) nd i cud see outside ppl hughing each other nd saying goodbye.....now i have never been to war but the feeling was no different i guess ......i mean we were more relaxed last time even if we were not prepared ....but this time it was completely different ....ther was a stigma attached to it ....wht if we dont clear ?? wht if sumthing goes wrong??? wht if i forget wht i have studied ??? nd many more crazy ass thoughts went through my mind nd i sure every1's too/.......i guess thts y there was a dead silence in my bus.....

I finished both the papers 15 mins b4 the time......in our mock tests i use to finish at least an hour b4 .......it was tht scary.....thn after the paper it was like this hugh thing was liftd of our shoulders nd then began the scary wait the longest 12 hours of our lives AGAIN.......each second was like an age i cant put words to it u jus have to live it .......again there were stupid questions in my mind ....doubts tht cud not be erased even if u wanted to......Nd thn there was a call .....all i cud hear was mudi telling prets to wake ibrar up....nd i vaugely remember yelling at her tht y'd she have to leave her cell on .........but thn she woke up ibrar nd after bout 30 secs ibrar shouts in his sleep,"Hum sab pas ho gaye"....

First thing out of my mouth was "********* mazak mat kar ".....but it was no joke ....it took us a few mins to absorb the reality .......at the end of it there was no happiness ....jus a relief ......we r still not happy .....still jus relieved it's all over ......

We do feel bad bout all our friends who didnt clear ....but the imp thing is no one gives up......this is not the end of our life even for those who have cleared its not the end......

All our coaching professors say tht MCI is jus phase 0 of our trials .....the real challenges r yet to come where we will be tested to our limits until we break .....in our internship ...at the pg exams ...and in our carriers...........nd u know wht i say to tht
BRING IT ON BITCH