hey long tym no c

Hey buggers....ssup?????
HOpe u guys r all well nd partying hard ....but studying harder hahahahahha.........
yeah yeah ...i know all of us here have become the ppl who only give advice bout studying nd nuthing else.....We r not fun nemore ..........M I right???

I had been thinkin bout writing sumthing for a really long time but never cud know wht to write bout ..........thn i realized the reason i dont have nemore topics to write bout is bcoz i have changed .........we all have........in some manner .....

As most of u guys know i live wid the same ppl i use to back there ....well almost.....still miss 5th yr buggers out here ........but thn its not the same ......
I always use to believe tht under the right circumstances a person can change drastically .....they can show u the best of their qualities or worst.........but here its totally different .......

This the place where reality hit us ....nd it hit us wid all its shite ass might .......some of us were totally shattered by the truth of not clearing the exam ,amol cleared but he really felt bad for us .....I on the other hand became passive agressive ....which i realized later.........

But thn slowly the circumstances became normal whn we joined our classes .....i guess it was becoz there were more ppl like us going through the same thing ....all of us shared common thing nd we might not say it out loud but we a re linked in some way ......

I guess this is the phase of our lives where we become all seriuos nd do wht we r supposed to do nd not wht we want to.......

When you have a lot of FREE time on your hand like us .....i.e whn we r not studyin or taking a break .....we tend to think a lot about our lives which is sumthing new for us if u know wht i mean.........
SOME of us think bout the good times they had back thn in peter.....Or the ppl they left behind nd hope tht they can be wid them together...........TRUST ME I KNOW ........they wud give anything nd i do mean anything jus to be wid them right now.......some of them tok to thier loved ones every day jus to feel better for a few moments untill the bitch reality hits them hard wid her long hammer...........

I on the other hand think bout the one i am gonna leave behind whn all this is over ......it was always my motto never to get too close to sum1 .......but i did ..........nd i dont have ne regrets ...nd i probably never will.....coz a few moments of happiness i worth a lifetime of sadness .........this is how i have changed......But what scares the shite out of me is the dark abyss of the future ....of not knowing wht is going to happen of how i am going

This is the point in our lives where we have to make some real life decisions nd have no regrets later no doubts eitther ....coz if we fail to do this ,thts it we loose ......Nd u know wht the fun part is u may not realize this right now but most of u r gonna be faced wid this same delima .....nd trust me whn the time comes all of us will make the right decisions ....the only point is to make sure tht u dont regret it later or doubt it later............Coz doesnt matter if u pass of fail this stupid exam u will always get a second chance for MCI .....But life only gives u 1 chance .... ...nd u have to act on it..........

The decisions we make afftect so many ppl ...........in so many different ways ....there is always gonna be some1 who will be hurt or sum1 who will be happy ....nd it is not upto us to make every1 happy....we can try, but thts it we can only try.....

AHHH......shayad bahut zyada emotioanl ho gaya ......FUCK IT .... dont care ....coz whn ever we sit together this is all we tok bout ....bout how miserable our lives our ....nd how much it scares us to think bout d future ....nd how much it sadens us to think bout d past.........but guess wht we r living .....nd so r the buggers we left behind .......so i guess in the end all will be good......M I RIGHT?????