WW2

hey fellows........ssup???
first of all lemme tell u wht a relief it is to b writing this widout ne guilt bout not studying or wasting time......coz trust me thts all we've been doin......i mean the studying part not the wasting time part...

BTW this is the first tim i am writing as Dr. Imran nd not jus imran .......which kindda feels good.......nd we finished it nw its ur turn......

I still remember the day we were going for the exam .......the buses outside our classes....students wishing each other luck.....some crying ....some confident .....nd some wid still books in their hands who had'nt given up hope i guess......nd then it was 7 o clock whn my bus left ......

I think u guys probably know i was in a different center this time....it was jus me nd arnab frm our petersburg warriors......nd the remaing were in different centers ......tht kindda sucked at least last time whn all of us were together we cud enjoy our breaks nd not worry bout the scond papaer........

The buses were suppose to leave at 6:45 but hey this is india......aur agar yaha sab kuch time pehone laga toh i mahakal mach jayega .......

So it was 7'o clock nd the buses were about to leave (mine was the 2nd to leave) nd i cud see outside ppl hughing each other nd saying goodbye.....now i have never been to war but the feeling was no different i guess ......i mean we were more relaxed last time even if we were not prepared ....but this time it was completely different ....ther was a stigma attached to it ....wht if we dont clear ?? wht if sumthing goes wrong??? wht if i forget wht i have studied ??? nd many more crazy ass thoughts went through my mind nd i sure every1's too/.......i guess thts y there was a dead silence in my bus.....

I finished both the papers 15 mins b4 the time......in our mock tests i use to finish at least an hour b4 .......it was tht scary.....thn after the paper it was like this hugh thing was liftd of our shoulders nd then began the scary wait the longest 12 hours of our lives AGAIN.......each second was like an age i cant put words to it u jus have to live it .......again there were stupid questions in my mind ....doubts tht cud not be erased even if u wanted to......Nd thn there was a call .....all i cud hear was mudi telling prets to wake ibrar up....nd i vaugely remember yelling at her tht y'd she have to leave her cell on .........but thn she woke up ibrar nd after bout 30 secs ibrar shouts in his sleep,"Hum sab pas ho gaye"....

First thing out of my mouth was "********* mazak mat kar ".....but it was no joke ....it took us a few mins to absorb the reality .......at the end of it there was no happiness ....jus a relief ......we r still not happy .....still jus relieved it's all over ......

We do feel bad bout all our friends who didnt clear ....but the imp thing is no one gives up......this is not the end of our life even for those who have cleared its not the end......

All our coaching professors say tht MCI is jus phase 0 of our trials .....the real challenges r yet to come where we will be tested to our limits until we break .....in our internship ...at the pg exams ...and in our carriers...........nd u know wht i say to tht
BRING IT ON BITCH