Monday, September 14, 2009

LOVE!!!!

hey ppl........ssup????
Hope u guys r all good n enjoying life........if u r not thn plz do ....this r a few wonder yrs left for all of u .............dont make me come there nd personally kick the shite out of u guys..........

Now I know wht most of u r thinking "LOVE" thts jus lame even for me ..........nd u r probably right........u wudn't wanna b where i am right now...........now i dunno if u ppl know this but i kindda have a special relationship wid the airport......yeah all the airports in the world........now if i tell u this it'll be like taking it up from a movie or sumthing.............

First time i saw her was NOT at the airport but thts the only thing tht didnt happen there.....rest all of our major life changing events happend at airports all over the world.............
I still remeber whn i saw her at mumabi international she was standing wid her friends chatting whn i got out of my car wid my munna bhai walk nd my cool dude tok (STOP LAUGHING BAWA ....u too DEBO)........went over nd said ,"chalen, late ho raha hai".......
little did i know tht my last parting words wud be the same at an airport almost 6 yrs later........

She has been more thn a friend ....she's been a complete family package.....we've fought ....we've loved....nd we've lived......i dont think ne1 can replace her.....they can try but its gonna b very difficult...........
On sep 11 ..... i was there standing outside the gate where i told her the exact same words whn i was holding her troly, "chalen late ho raha hai "..........except i didnt have my munna bhai wok or my cool dude tok .....the bags felt as if they were a ton each ....nd was dragging my feet towards the gate.........i wasn't gonna cry or atleast thts wht i trying .........thn i kissed her goodbye nd never looked back..........i know i m gonna see her agian ,not like we live on different planets or sumtthin but its not gonna b the same.......
i know i am gonna b toking to her almost every day but its still not gonna b the same...............
B4 whn my classes were going on it was like she was jus a phone call away but now its not tht.........

It kills me jus to think tht probably delhi is gonna b the last time tht i get to see her.................after tht who knows where i'll b or where she'll be........but i think its for our own good......
i dunno why but i did this ....i always thought i was the sanest person on this planet not to get involved in any affairs or some bull like tht ...(after a minor incident in my 2nd yr..)i had decided not to fall for ne1..........but i did
Nd if given another chance i dont think i would do nething differently.......i wud make this same mistake a 100 time over nd a 100 times again ....even if it ment feeling shitty for a really long time....................
DO me a favour u guys .....jus sit down alone wheneva u get time for 15-20 mins jus sit by ur self nd think bout the ppl who u've meet in the last years .....think bout the impact they've had on ur zindagis .....good bad....dont matter.....now think wht wud have happend if tht particular person or ppl wudnt have come to russia .........
Would ur lives have been better or not so much ..........
If ur answer is really better which i dont think it will be thn i think u know wht u gotta do .....straighten out ur priorities
But if u think tht ...tht person made ur life better by comming over there nd being wid u ....thn go to them right now......thank them nd tell them tht u love them .............
I know its lame nd all tht but trust me i dont want u ppl to regret not saying it later.........
Coz once u ppl r outta there its jus gonna b u nd a big ass world tht'll eat u up if u dont play ur cards right .....thn u'll remember the ppl u left behind ....thn u'll feel like saying thm tht u missed thm ....but guess wht they r all gonna b gone........I hope tht never happens but if it does i dont want ne1 to have ne regrets.............

U'll tk care now.....see u guys soon ....love u'll nd miss u'll

3 comments:

  1. amen!!!....well said...feel for u...i really do!!...nd btw yu never were sane!!!...

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  2. just couldn't resist huh?? anyway, proud of u for accpetin the truth :)

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  3. abey is this imran..!i don know dis dude

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